breakeven.

what am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you? Well...that's been a question I've been asking myself for a few months until the day I decided that I've got time...and he's got freedom, so I'll take that time.

"I hear that when the hearts breaks it don't break even..." I can say from experience, that statement is true but who wants to be the person with the lesser half. I can confidently say that I am simply happy, no complications, no stress, no drama, I left that all behind me. I have learned a lot from the experiences, I would never say it was a waste of time, because time isnt for wasting, its only there for us to build moments and live by those moments.

My first thought when I ventured back to my home, was it is all mine, nobody else's, I have space. Space is to seperate or keep apart, it is also this massively big place above us that is totally unknown to us in so many ways, which in both ways kinda sounds like my life. I like the feeling of unknown, the feeling of independence and freedom, I dont want my life to be mapped out, where's the excitement, the suspense...the risk. Unfortunately, the risks I take don't always go in the right direction but I stay positive and always remember that one day it will all be mine...he will always be mine.

So...Hello Toronto! I am back, don't let me down again because this time I may not be able to forgive you. Thank God, Toronto is a Canadian Fashionista's dream city because if it wasn't...it wouldnt be so easy and there is only two things in the world that I can forgive that easily...no explanations needed.

I have many dreams, goals, ideas that throughout the summer I will put into action...with no attachments...and not only will I be busy with this entire business plan, I will continue to write and inspire others to do the same because it's never too late to make something happen. Always have a back up plan...and never forget what inspired you at the time to make this all happen...it was the last song.

mj.

Chapter 2: living the life of the classy and fabulous...coming soon.